Bad news...

Two days ago one of my best friends at work told me he's going to quit. I'm honestly happy for his sake. But for me.. what was looking brighter for everyday has started to darken again. Mixed feelings of happyness and anger, looking into the dark times to come. Fuck, I need a new job too! Again I'm a passenger in my own life, afraid of making change... There's a hint of a brighter future ahead but now it's tainted by feelings of an upcomming loss.

Times for changes

I've banged my head to the wall, I've screamed, I've hurt people. It's time to find myself again, find that nice man that loves his work and his life.
So I say good bye I hope I'll never find myself writing here again.
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